discouraged

[dancingleaf]

I'm feeling really blue about belly dance lately.

I fell like I will never be able to learn choreography and all the fun has gone out of the dance for me.

I tried doing sections of the Carolena Nericcio DVD and it's so weird. Either excessively easy or intensely complicated. I like the CD though so that's good. And it has stuff I can't learn anywhere else like the zills practice. I'm a long way off from managing full speed though.

It's just so frustrating.



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My regulsr instructor is planning her next hafla. Ironically it will be while we are away.

Hiba is supposed to be performing in Windsor on Mar 26, I say supposed to be because she's not giving us a whole lot of information.

The Cassandra workshop is April 2? and I'm feeling so incompetent I may not go. *pout*

Comments

Awwwweeee....

[bd-love.livejournal.com]

Don't feel that way. We all get frustrated sometimes... If it makes you feel better I've been fumbling through the choreography that my insturctor has been giving my class... It is frustrating. And what's worse is she's wanting us to perform at the Rennaisance Faire in April out here in Southern California. I want to, but I'm afraid to. I'm not very good and my hips pop in class. Just stick with it and practice and also ask other people for help. Sometimes it just takes someone explaining somthing to you a certain way for it to finally click.

Or maybe just take a little time off from choreography, maybe just spend a little time doing what you like and what you're good at to rebuild a little confidence...

Keep your chin up, we all know how you feel and we're all here to lift you up and support you. *pats you on head* =)