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dancingleaf) wrote2005-07-19 09:04 am
dancingleaf) wrote2005-07-19 09:04 am
STRESS
I am freaking myself out. close to hyperventalating.
why do I do this?
on top of that I'm making myself even more nauseaus by practicing belly rolls. MUST STOP DOING THAT.
I could do this from memory with one sheet of notes and it would be fine.
I could do this by reading it - and it would be fine.
Its the attempt to combine the two that is causing me difficulties.
STOP FREAKING OUT.
It's tonight by the way. At University of Toronto.
F*ck me. I have to stop stressing myself out.
why do I do this?
on top of that I'm making myself even more nauseaus by practicing belly rolls. MUST STOP DOING THAT.
I could do this from memory with one sheet of notes and it would be fine.
I could do this by reading it - and it would be fine.
Its the attempt to combine the two that is causing me difficulties.
STOP FREAKING OUT.
It's tonight by the way. At University of Toronto.
F*ck me. I have to stop stressing myself out.
no subject
no subject
I'm disappointed in myself because I think I should have done better but...it's kind of hard to get feedback on it.
There were about 30 or so students. but the lecture hall was one of those really steep theatre styles and the room felt really weird so I think it was a contributing factor.
oh well. I'll be more comfortable and feel better then next time I do something like this.
BUT I'm NOT going to Toronto again. ugh.