STRESS
I am freaking myself out. close to hyperventalating.
why do I do this?
on top of that I'm making myself even more nauseaus by practicing belly rolls. MUST STOP DOING THAT.
I could do this from memory with one sheet of notes and it would be fine.
I could do this by reading it - and it would be fine.
Its the attempt to combine the two that is causing me difficulties.
STOP FREAKING OUT.
It's tonight by the way. At University of Toronto.
F*ck me. I have to stop stressing myself out.
why do I do this?
on top of that I'm making myself even more nauseaus by practicing belly rolls. MUST STOP DOING THAT.
I could do this from memory with one sheet of notes and it would be fine.
I could do this by reading it - and it would be fine.
Its the attempt to combine the two that is causing me difficulties.
STOP FREAKING OUT.
It's tonight by the way. At University of Toronto.
F*ck me. I have to stop stressing myself out.