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leaving to see her shortly.

they are planning to keep her supported on IV fluids today and do an ultrasound this evening & wait for the results of the blood work

I'm having trouble with Jeff  - he wants to bring her home  tonight and then bring her back in the morning if we have to put her down. It seems - like it would just stress her out and draw things out longer to bring her home although I understand his desire.

I just don't want her to suffer if she doesn't have to........

WTH?

came home to a message on my machine about dancing in a local restaurant for the month of December (I have a friend that dances there but they are hoping to do multiple nights per week)  I called back and quoted high.  I'm just not in the mood. - I'd probably do it for less but I wanted to leave room for negotiation & to be honest  I don't want to right now.  - I'm wrecked and not sure how I am going to perform at the gig I have scheduled for Sunday afternoon as it is.

checked my email before bed and found an inquiry about teaching out in Lasalle - too far, only a 45 min class AND it is on the night that I am hoping to register for my intro to Arabic class.  I'll leave it until Monday because I can't deal with it now.

still no news.  ultrasound got bumped to tomorrow morning. if they still can't do it - we'll repeat the blood work and make a decision based on those results.