sad

I was doing okay.

and now I am sad.  must be the let down from the performance high at noon. 

I'm undecided as to the solo for Saturday night - I haven't rehearsed the piece - so I am thinking no -  and it's not like I need the performance opportunity.  I'll just sit in the audience.  That'll be nice too.

I'm just too sad to throw myself into the emotion necessary for the music I chose.