STRESS

I am freaking myself out. close to hyperventalating.

why do I do this?

on top of that I'm making myself even more nauseaus by practicing belly rolls. MUST STOP DOING THAT.



I could do this from memory with one sheet of notes and it would be fine.

I could do this by reading it - and it would be fine.

Its the attempt to combine the two that is causing me difficulties.



STOP FREAKING OUT.

It's tonight by the way. At University of Toronto.

F*ck me. I have to stop stressing myself out.